Lord, I need you

I wish that every week I had something witty to say...something positive to make people laugh...or some great lesson to share that I have been learning...I wish that every time I wrote it would make people go wow...or would in some small way heal my  heart and restore another sliver of hope in me...

But some weeks I don't have the words for even a part of that let alone all of that...

Some weeks all I have are my frustrations and tears over how tough this life is...

Some weeks all I can do is cry out to God in my need...


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