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Blog Update Type Thing

Hey guys, So last Sunday I was worn out and thought "Whatever I can post later." Then Friday I thought "Whoops, I completely forgot to post at all." Ha! That happens sometimes. What also happens sometimes is me not knowing at all what to post about. I have been trying to think of things to post about that pertain to my health. Things that I deal with regularly that I don't really think about but that not everyone has to deal with. Sometimes though I can't think of anything. I think in part because sometimes I am so used to thinking about those things that I forget others don't. Things like watching how much time I spend in the sun because I am more susceptible to skin cancer because of the meds that are keeping me alive. Though lately that hasn't been something I have to think about because of the grey end of winter days. I am coming to terms with the fact that it's ok that I might not always have anything much to share in this setting but

Medicines, Pains, and Hallucinations

Hey, So last Sunday I couldn't think of anything to write. Then during the week all I could think to write was that Tuesday's change of weather here was fantastic for my spirit. Nothing lifts the cloud of depression that hangs over you in the gloominess of winter like the first day of bright blue, sunny skies reminding you that spring is coming. I didn't feel like that was enough for one post so I decided to just skip for the week. This week's post is a little early because I have been trying to think of things related to my health to post about that I don't talk about. But I've been having a hard time thinking of things. During the week I thought I could post about how because of everything my body has under gone I am in constant pain. And how sometimes that drains the life out of me and other times I can get busy and mostly ignore it. But constant pain from your body being put through a lot of surgeries, even more medicine, and stress beyond belief is not